Wednesday, April 11, 2007

Forgetful

Hello.
I have been so forgetful these past few days.
I forgot to register for classes at my appointed time,
because I was working on a paper I forgot was due.
I forgot to go to the dance practice,
because I forgot it was job shadowing week.
I forgot to fill out the questionnaire,
because I forgot to read the book it was on.

Not only have I been forgetting things- important things-
I also feel forgotten.

I know everyone is busy.
I know its crunch time and everyone is preoccupied with what is going on in their lives.
I know. I know its not their fault, and I will never tell them I feel forgotten by them, thats not their responsibility- to remember me.

What scares me is that I feel like you have forgotten me.
I don't feel important, which is ok, I don't need to be important.
But I want to be important to you.
Even if everyone else forgets me.
Even if I am a nobody to everyone else.
Please don't forget me.

Please don't be far from me.
Can you even hear me now?
Please hear my voice, my plea for you.
Remember me.
Think of me.
Come near to me, please.

I know I am forgetful,
but Please please please,
Don't forget me.